My feeling right now

upbeat ------------------ antsy ------------------ breatheless
------------- eager ------------------------- merry
----- jittery ---------------------------------------- jolly
--------------------- troubled ---------- glad
---------------- calm -------------------------- unsure
esctatic ----------------------uptight ------- happy
------------------ upset ------------- lost
-----------high ---------------------------- convivial
----------------------------- excited
------anxious ------------------------------rejoice
----------------- overjoyed -------- loved

I had a secret affair...

I've betrayed Alvin's trust...

1 part of me is dying to go back for Alvin's love...but.. .. ..

there's this part of me having unknown reason to stay with this partner...

This partner of mine is totally nothing compare to Alvin...

The urge of going back to Alvin ish getting stronger...

I can hear my Inner Voice screaming...

I seriously HATE myself in this damn situation...
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I heard Alvin's alarm ringing..(me singing Wakie song)

I slowly open my eyes... Whee~~~I'm Dreaming...

Immediately i leaned on his back...

I told myself it's going to be a "Dream That MUST Never Come True"

Cause to have Alvin with me every night..

is a total indescribable feeling...*it brings me back to our Love Slogan: SIMPLE HAPPINESS*

so I smiled to myself and think how lucky I am...

19th December 2009

This is the day that the Lord hath made
And I’m so glad He made you
With each rising sun you are here by my side
You are more than a dream come true

Oh, to have you, to hold you, to love you, to pray
To share with, to care with, to hold hands and say

This is the day that the Lord hath made
And I will rejoice, I will rejoice
I will rejoice with you

This is the love that the Lord hath made
That you and I, we are one
Love's mystery is unfolding today
Written for us in the sun

Oh, for better, for worse, for rich or for poor
Each day that passes, I love you more

Cause this is the day that the Lord hath made
And I will rejoice, I will rejoice
I will rejoice with you
This is the day!!! =)