Miss Yaya Bachelorette's Night...27th November 2009

I'm really fortunate to have a group of bimbotic girlfriends that planned a memorable Bachelorette's Night just for me...With this group of girls, there's always so much for us to talk about: Wedding Stuffs, Girly Talk, Gossiping, Shopping....there's so much more to the list...

Ask me how i'll describe my girls: Lameness, 38ness...And i really wish to name these group as Bimbo in the City...hahahahahaha...I'm Siao again....

It makes me go think about...It really doesn't matter how long we got to know each other or how many times we really sit down for a decent coffee and chit chat..It's those small things that counts...It's this mutual understanding that make me smile... =)

Talking bout that night, most of the time we were drinking, dancing and talking like some Siao Cha Bo and punctuating ourselves with loads of loud & bitchy laughters...

I did quite a number of silly acts for the night...

the funniest1 to me was:

The girls: ok...u go up to that black adidas guy and get his number...

Me already dressed up with Bachelorette's Sash, Veils... ...went up to that guy...

Me: Ermmm, can i have your number???

B.A.Guy: But u getting married liao leh...

Me: (-_-''') yah...but my gfs told me to get your number...

B.A.Guy: 9________, so u wont call me....

Me: yah..im not calling you...

Went over to Goo You Factory and started completing the tasks the girls prepared for me...

Tasks like:

Find a guy with a mole on his face and get him to buy you a Ladies Drink...

Me: Couldn't find a guy with that mole on his face (sowwie lor, who can find at these type of place)... so i drew a mole using a black marker on this french guy's face...Rofl...

Get a cute guy and sign on his stomach...

Me: We saw Chen Long's son there...i didnt get his signature but i got mine on his stomach... *proud*

I'll update more here after i got all the pictures...Need to do some QC ma...

Some new guyfriends we got to know at Goo You Factory...

There's something I want to change...

I REALLY WANT BIG EYES mah!!!

still waiting for his approval...how long more do i need to wait huh???

Maybe I should just go ahead with it???Then surprise him...???

My feeling right now

upbeat ------------------ antsy ------------------ breatheless
------------- eager ------------------------- merry
----- jittery ---------------------------------------- jolly
--------------------- troubled ---------- glad
---------------- calm -------------------------- unsure
esctatic ----------------------uptight ------- happy
------------------ upset ------------- lost
-----------high ---------------------------- convivial
----------------------------- excited
------anxious ------------------------------rejoice
----------------- overjoyed -------- loved

I had a secret affair...

I've betrayed Alvin's trust...

1 part of me is dying to go back for Alvin's love...but.. .. ..

there's this part of me having unknown reason to stay with this partner...

This partner of mine is totally nothing compare to Alvin...

The urge of going back to Alvin ish getting stronger...

I can hear my Inner Voice screaming...

I seriously HATE myself in this damn situation...
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I heard Alvin's alarm ringing..(me singing Wakie song)

I slowly open my eyes... Whee~~~I'm Dreaming...

Immediately i leaned on his back...

I told myself it's going to be a "Dream That MUST Never Come True"

Cause to have Alvin with me every night..

is a total indescribable feeling...*it brings me back to our Love Slogan: SIMPLE HAPPINESS*

so I smiled to myself and think how lucky I am...

19th December 2009

This is the day that the Lord hath made
And I’m so glad He made you
With each rising sun you are here by my side
You are more than a dream come true

Oh, to have you, to hold you, to love you, to pray
To share with, to care with, to hold hands and say

This is the day that the Lord hath made
And I will rejoice, I will rejoice
I will rejoice with you

This is the love that the Lord hath made
That you and I, we are one
Love's mystery is unfolding today
Written for us in the sun

Oh, for better, for worse, for rich or for poor
Each day that passes, I love you more

Cause this is the day that the Lord hath made
And I will rejoice, I will rejoice
I will rejoice with you
This is the day!!! =)

The problem lies with....

We had been having lots of arguements recently...Small issues can lead to big quarrels..I really hate to bicker with him...Cause it will ended up "not talking to each other the whole journey home" or "friends around us will feel uneasy"
It really makes me wonder "Is it you or Is it me???"

According to Juju, we always quarrel 'bout the same old things...She mentioned: "You guys dont talk it thru' after the arguements??" errmmm, we do talk things out but a few months later we'll quarrel AGAIN...over the same old issue...

Going over to Kallang Cage of his Soccer Session with pals...

At a very unfamiliar junction along Sims Ave..
Him: Go Straight ot Turn Right??
Me: I'm not very sure leh...Go straight, maybe...
Him: Driving very fast............zoom....
Me: I think wrong liao le leh..Continue going straight we are reaching Suntec liao...
Him: THEN JUST NOW WE SHOULD HAVE TURN RIGHT LOR....zoom zoom zoom....
Me: Harlow....i alrdy told u that i'm not sure...if u want to blame me, NEXT TIME DONT ASK ME LLLLAAAAAAAA....
Him: kept quiet, did a illegal U-Turn...and ZoomXamillion faster...(exaggerated la)

Sometimes, i really wish i can just keep my mouth SHUT whenever he's pissed...till now, I CAN'T..i know i'm naggy and noisy..but how 'bout listen to the msges that i'm trying hard to bring across to u???Mayb to you, whatever i said ish nonsensical...

Or is it me being too petty and sensitive???Or mayb i should stop being so naggy???i need to do alot of self-reflection???
Think of it, mayb i should be STUBBORN, PETTY, UNREASONABLE & VERY DEMANDING!!
cos it's so-yaya huh???

I really hope that all these quarrels will be our "case-studies" for future references...

L-O-V-E with Respect

What you see ish what you get....
L-O-V-E with RESPECT...

With the recent workload, i realised i can't control my emotions anymore...(or is it the monthly thingy) i get angry & pissed really easily...Phonecalls ringing - Client asking bout this & that, Boss asking questions 'bout my department's operation...Asking me to settle this, handle that... Buay Ta Han liao...I think i'm really having invisible stress with so many things going on..

Now i'm seriously considering attending some Yoga Classes..

- Stress is the number one suspect affecting all parts of our physical, endocrinal and emotional system. And with the help of yoga this things can be corrected.

- Yoga is also an excellent way to tone your muscles. Muscles which have been flaccid and weak are stimulated repeatedly to shed excess fats and flaccidity.

- Yoga offers a complete detoxification of the body. It gently stretches the muscles and joints as well as massaging the various organs, yoga ensures the optimum blood supply to various parts of the body.

All these leads to benefits such as delayed ageing, energy and a remarkable zest for life.