An Entry For Reflection...

It has been awhile since i "need" to write down an entry...

Taking the title from my Nana... "Having your own home.." But mine might not be as sweet as hers...Where shld i start??

Ok...Moving into a new place where I know I'll have the privacy & quietness that I need for my rest every night...Spending some time to slowly do the housework..(which i thought it will be fun doing it..) Laying down on the sofa, reading my favourite books or just flipping the magazine... But now, I'm scare of the quietness which I'll rather named it as Silence...When I reach home in the evening, it's S.I.L.E.N.C.E. I can hear myself singing to myself to create some human noise...even when he's back from his work, it's still ME making most of the noise...

U see, I can fully understand the S.T.R.E.S.S. that he's going thru' right now...Due to his new job at OCBC, he's doing SME Sales...See the word S.A.L.E.S...it means there's T.A.R.G.E.T. & D.E.M.A.N.D. which is also why initially chose not to tell him 'bout how lonely i felt...

My Place is @ Thomson with my ever loving Mummy & Daddy...Talkative Brother & GF(QingYi)...& oso my cheerful house helper Mercy...My Place @ Thomson is full of greens as my Dad is a self-claim gardener...full of good food b'cos Mum is the chief cook and Mercy is the assistant cook...Brother & QingYi will the laughters at home...I'm very used to the environment like that...We talk loudly, laugh louder...We played card games together to win our Dad's $$$ but he's always luckier to win our $$$ instead...During soccer match, we'll "Boo~~~" & "Cheer~~~" together as a F.A.M.I.L.Y.

Things now at our P@D are getting better, he made me understand that what happen now is a change...We are building our own family just like what's happening at Thomson...My Mummy & Daddy went thru' the same quietness when they just started...We are now talking very much...He's also sharing lots of info bout his new job with me...

F.A.M.I.L.Y. - We are trying very hard now...

Kiss the Rain (Yiruma)

很多年前，我相信爱情，爱对了人，就会天长地久。
很多年后，我明白有些事有些人，仅仅能成为纪念。
爱在现实面前，最终选择的是沉默。
当一个女人把生命中最灿烂，最耀眼的光阴付出给等待时。
才会彻彻底的明白。
...有些人注定只是相遇，相恋，
而相守却是可望而不可及。
有一种爱明明是深爱，却说不出来。
有一种爱明明想放弃，却无法放弃。
有一种爱明知是煎熬，却又躲不开。
有一种爱明知无前路，心却早已收不回来。
在我们的世界里，你伤地我好深好深好深。
我也想快乐一点，但你留给我的只有无尽的伤害和等待。
我以为你会懂我的用心,你却把我的用心当做你伤害的资本
心里有万般的委屈，得到的不是暖暖的安慰。
你给的伤害发现已经无法用言语。
我很疼很疼很疼很疼很疼很疼很疼，
好疼好疼好疼好疼好疼好疼好疼好疼好疼。
你知道吗？你明白吗？你懂吗？

所以，爱情，请一路走好。。。