An Entry For Reflection...

It has been awhile since i "need" to write down an entry...

Taking the title from my Nana... "Having your own home.." But mine might not be as sweet as hers...Where shld i start??

Ok...Moving into a new place where I know I'll have the privacy & quietness that I need for my rest every night...Spending some time to slowly do the housework..(which i thought it will be fun doing it..) Laying down on the sofa, reading my favourite books or just flipping the magazine... But now, I'm scare of the quietness which I'll rather named it as Silence...When I reach home in the evening, it's S.I.L.E.N.C.E. I can hear myself singing to myself to create some human noise...even when he's back from his work, it's still ME making most of the noise...

U see, I can fully understand the S.T.R.E.S.S. that he's going thru' right now...Due to his new job at OCBC, he's doing SME Sales...See the word S.A.L.E.S...it means there's T.A.R.G.E.T. & D.E.M.A.N.D. which is also why initially chose not to tell him 'bout how lonely i felt...

My Place is @ Thomson with my ever loving Mummy & Daddy...Talkative Brother & GF(QingYi)...& oso my cheerful house helper Mercy...My Place @ Thomson is full of greens as my Dad is a self-claim gardener...full of good food b'cos Mum is the chief cook and Mercy is the assistant cook...Brother & QingYi will the laughters at home...I'm very used to the environment like that...We talk loudly, laugh louder...We played card games together to win our Dad's $$$ but he's always luckier to win our $$$ instead...During soccer match, we'll "Boo~~~" & "Cheer~~~" together as a F.A.M.I.L.Y.

Things now at our P@D are getting better, he made me understand that what happen now is a change...We are building our own family just like what's happening at Thomson...My Mummy & Daddy went thru' the same quietness when they just started...We are now talking very much...He's also sharing lots of info bout his new job with me...

F.A.M.I.L.Y. - We are trying very hard now...